October 27, 2009

frustrated

i clearly know i am writing to no one but myself. how do i get people to be able to read and follow my blog? i find others, and can read theirs. how come no one can find mine?

on a happier note, i am officially 12 weeks. yay 3 month mark! yay morning sickness gone!





is my belly getting bigger?

October 20, 2009

11 weeks



oh a little lime...it's interesting that all this is growing inside! i don't feel different (well other than the 24/7 nausea and sickness) but other than that, i don't look pregnant no bump, nothing. funny how we compare the size to fruits and veggies, good thing i don't have a complex or else i would be fearful each time i ate that i was eating baby!

am i back in highschool?

alright, so i'm having this dilemna. i sent out an email to my closest 3 girlfriends to let them know the big news, that i in fact was going to give birth. two of my girlfriends were through the roof, the other one, not so much. now she didn't really NOT extend a congrats, but it was very mediocre. along the lines of "congrats melissa, that's great. i hope you're happy". what do you mean you hope i'm happy? of course i am, we're estatic, that's why i'm telling you with such enthusiasm! so then it came up in conversation with one of the three that i was worried about her reaction. did i feel a little highschool saying something like that; maybe a little. but it was on my mind. the next thing i know, it's coming back to bite me in the behind. a series of nasty emails telling me to talk to her personally about situations would be appreciated, that she was never NOT happy etc. i didn't even know what to say. i was dumbfounded. so i sent the backdown email, i was in no mood to fight, it's not my thing really. i just simply say "L i'm sorry, i never wanted you upset, and i still don't. i don't know what to say, the damage is done, i apologize. i'll leave the ball in your court and when you are not upset anymore, you can message me." i thought i was being a peacekeeper. apparently not. i get yet another nasty email back. "you clearly don't understand. this is insane." no, you know what, i do understand and you're insane. i feel like i'm back in highschool? i thought we were grown mature women, who valued eachother's friendship and when one offered a peace offering, it was taken. apparently not. do any of you still go through this with friends? *sigh*

October 16, 2009

is this thing on?

alright, i've done it. i've joined the blogging world! after creeping others blogs, i've decided to make it official (and less creepy) by making my own blog, and acknowledging in public that i follow too! not that my life is particularily interesting, but i thought it would be fun to blog about life in general. what it's like to be a new wife of a year, have a baby on the way and what it's like for both of us to be starting new careers! it will be random to say the least ~ but stay tuned and enjoy!